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In the prime of life, let’s say when I was in my twenties and thirties, I had little interest in the health issues of peers and seemingly healthy friends. Our kids’ medical problems, especially son Dan’s asthma and chronic pneumonia, used up most of the small amount of empathy I didn’t keep bottled up.

By the time I reached the age of majority, three of my four grandparents were dead, struck down by diseases that proved incurable but would today be quite manageable. My mother, who was the most involved relative with their end-of-life care, became, if she wasn’t always, an undiagnosed hy­pochondriac.

Now that I’m on the bottom right side of the longevity bell curve, I can open up my whole in­ventory of empathy for dear old Mom. It was try­ing sometimes to be around her and listen to the endless symptoms she was having. In her mind, she always assumed the most dire diagnosis to ex­plain what she was dealing with. I empathize with her doctors, who treated her with patience, if not understanding.

Hypochondria is a mental health condition characterized by excessive and undue worry about having or developing a serious illness, even when there’s little or no medical evidence to support such concerns. It now has a 21st-century name, Illness Anxiety Disorder (IAD),

The core feature of IAD is a persistent preoc­cupation with the idea that one is seriously ill or will become seriously ill. Mom would often mis­interpret normal body sensations and minor phys­ical signs as evidence of a severe, life-threatening disease. Especially for herself, but the rest of us weren’t immune to her anxiety.

Mom was a Depression-era child raised in the bucolic countryside of north central Minneso­ta. After the big war, she married and moved to “the cities,” had two kids, and found a doctor who made house calls. She always was an anxious per­son, a worrywart, we called her.

My mother’s hypochondria was exacerbated by the Dr. Kildare and Dr. Ben Casey television shows in the early sixties. These shows captivat­ed her with their handsome doctors and uncanny success in diagnosing and treating rare medical conditions. Marcus Welby, M.D., became her spir­itual guide, ranking above even Lutheran Minis­ters and God in her eyes. She worshiped all three, and the influence of these shows on her perception of health was profound.

Readers Digest, a monthly magazine delivered by mail, always featured a story about the survi­vor of a terrible disease or devastating accident. She consumed each issue and, in her semi-reg­ular doctor visits, would discuss symptoms she was having, asking if they might indicate she was stricken with the medical issue featured in the lat­est edition. The good news, she never was. She almost managed to make it to her tenth decade, and for many years, she actually was stricken with real maladies. I’m so damned glad she never was interested in googling her symptoms.

On a positive note, some of the Digest’s articles were enticing plagiarism targets for my speech class assignments. So yes, I pulled the wool over my teacher’s eyes and fell deeper into cynicism and skepticism about authority figures.

In the early days of business ownership, I was in partnership with two other guys. We worked hard, generally. Sometimes, we had a good time fishing and consuming adult beverages.

One of the guys, let’s call him Nathan, was about my age, and he had undiagnosed hypochondria, we decided. His syndrome of choice was ortho­pedic issues: knees, elbows, and shoulders. He’d managed to arrange and suffer through several minor surgeries.

Cynical as we were, we started sharing a little slander like this: Picture two orthopedic surgeons enjoying morning coffee together in the hospital cafeteria. The first surgeon looks across the table and announces, “I operated on Nathan yesterday for $4,000.”

The second doc asks, “What did he have?”

The first doc replies, “$4,000.”

We overused a stereotype about surgeons’ finan­cial integrity. That wasn’t intended and certainly isn’t true. It’s like the stereotype of cops and do­nut shops—fun, but not intended to offend. Please don’t send me nasty emails.

Steve Fernlund
Steve Fernlund
Typically these “about me” pages include a list of academic achievements (I have none) and positions held (I have had many, but who really cares about those?) So, in the words of the late Admiral James Stockwell, “Who am I? Why am I here?” I’m well into my seventh decade on this blue planet we call home. I’m a pretty successful husband, father, and grandfather, at least in my humble opinion. My progeny may disagree. We have four children and five grandchildren. I spent most of my professional life in the freight business. At the tender age of 40, early retirement beckoned and we moved to Grand Marais. A year after we got here, we bought and operated the Cook County News Herald, a weekly newspaper in Grand Marais. A sharp learning curve for a dumb freight broker to become a newspaper editor and publisher. By 1999 the News Herald was an acquisition target for a rapidly consolidating media market. We sold our businesses and “retired” again, buying a winter retreat in Nevada. In the fall of 2016, we returned to Grand Marais and bought a house from old friends of ours on the ridge overlooking Lake Superior. They were able to move closer to family and their Mexico winter home. And we came home to what we say is our last house. I’m a strong believer in the value of local newspapers--both online and those you can wrap a fish in. I write a weekly column and a couple of feature stories for the Northshore Journal. I’m most interested in writing about the everyday lives of local people and reporting on issues of importance to them.
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